i feel trapped in my skin this morning
completely weighed down by this body and sick of thinking about how to shape it
and how to clothe it
and how to care for it
and how to carry it around
and thinking about what other people are thinking about when they look at it
i am sick of thinking about me
but then my brain is full of trying hard not to think of myself
and i think of myself all the more.
who will save me from the body of death?
thank you Jesus.