knowing isnt helping

i know i know
im not the only one
suffering
and in the line-up
my suffering hasnt even
qualified on the forms
for emergency
i know i know i wish
i knew
i know im not acting like
i know
i know im acting alone like
no one knows the trouble ive seen like
no one could ever understand
like woe woe
oh woe is me!
i know my suffering doesnt compare
to yours
and i should suck it up and
move the hell on
but im hurting so deeply and telling myself
its not as bad as so-and-so
hasnt been as healing as i thought it would
so please help me gain some perspective
and please love me when i dont have any.